Friday Repreive

Well, it's friday. another week done. this weekend will be busy as hell. just want to stop the wheel from spinning and get off. Although some of it is fun- a hike w/ happy guy and an interview for my magazine.... Still i just want 24 hours where i have NOTHING to do. ugh
here's my prayer- to be free from prickhead asshole looser.enough is enough. too many years wasted on the roller coaster with him. I think i answered my question from the last blog. Why don't i want success for him? why do i want him to fail? yesterday he asked me to design a logo for his new venture. and wanted to take me to dinner to explain it. he had print outs of all these other logos. then started talking to me abuot what he wanted. started drwaing a gold miner and a globe and all these things. and come to find out he doesn't even have a name yet. and he wants me to do all this research on the history of sacramento. lazy hit hard. but then fear. this man is a ridiculous perfectionist. i told him i was afraid of disappointing him- of not being good enough. his comment, in a pissed off sort of way, "then don't even try". MONSTER