Declaration to the Universe

Enough of this hamster wheel. Enough denying myself of who i am and what i was meant to do with my life.

Enough wasting my life away in a cube, chained to a desk while the world goes by, watching from my window like someone locked away in a glass globe. I simply CANNOT physically, emotionally or mentally sit in front of one more human being and pretend to be interested in something i'm not. No more chasing money and whoring my soul away in the process. No more trying to 'sell' myself or convince someone that to hire me for a job i don't even want. ENOUGH

I AM A PHOTOGRAPHER AND A WRITER
and i WILL
WORK WITH ANIMALS AND TRAVEL THE WORLD

Why? because i said so. I'm declaring it.
According to all the gurus, the universe conspires to bring that which you declare, so there it is.

oh and by the way?

I AM GOING TO VOLUNTEER FOR SEVERAL MONTHS IN THE SOUTH AMERICAN RAINFOREST BY JUNE OF 2006

i don't care what obstacles pop up; i don't care if my parents stand at my doorstep and read to me 24 hours a day from their litany of amazon horror stories. Failure is not an option. NOTHING and no one is going to get in my way. anyone who discourages me from it will fall away. i will just store them on the other side of the police tape- file them away nicely into the jeering section. and the more the merrier, because, really, telling me i CAN'T do something has always been more of a motivator for me. so bring it on!

i'm tired of living a shell of a life, terrorized by the fear of my own shadow. this is not my life.

I need a fan club and a support group. Anyone else willing to go down this road with me? To make this the year that we finally follow our passion and live true to ourselves?