god money fucking sucks

impossible to get ahead in this world
i spent 4 hours having a garage sale sat
made $65
today i broke the shower head and had to pay my roommate $75
jesus
it's always like this for me
this past summer i broke my friends side mirror on her car and had to pay her $200
it's always something
unexpected bills
clumsiness
i feel like i shouldn't touch anything
i've broken silverware, plates, glasses, etc etc
what the fuck is wrong with me?
this fucking SUCKS

totally sucks
it's 1 step forward, 3 steps back for me
always
what does it fucking take?